sisa tempatku..
tak ada yang menerimaku..
mungkin memang hanya disini..
tempat dimana aku dapat bercerita..
tanpa ada seorangpun yang terluka..
mungkin memang hanya disini..
aku bisa teriakan rasa cintaku..
rasa rinduku..
rasa kecewaku..
rasa sedihku..
mungkin memang hanya disini..
tempat dimana tak ada yang menghakimiku..
hanya karna aku ungkapkan perasaanku..
everybody thinking about her..
so how about me??
do they ever thinking about how i feel..?
because I AM THE ANTAGONIST..
i am the devil..
i am the stalker..
i am 'ijes' the someone's boyfriend usurper..
they never know that i trough my hard night with tears..
they never know that i always have a so damn beautiful dreams and woke up, realize that was just a dream..
they never know that..they never know what i'm doing to survive in this situation..
they never really know how hard this is for me..
i think they don't need to know..
because i'm the antagonist..
everybody hates the antagonist..
in this silent night..
i will be silent forever on that damn social networking site..
i'll give you my dirty little secret, don't tell anone or you'll be just another regret, that i still love you...
ReplyDeletei'm very glad to hear it..i don't have to say it, i think you know it clearly that i still love you too..
ReplyDeletebut now..is still love me become your 'dirty little secret'..?
and then i know that i am the antagonist, not you
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