eleven

it's been 11 months

almost a year

and i feel like..

i just didn't move to anywhere

i'm not waiting for him

i don't have any power to do that anymore

but i'm here

with no differences

i don't have another someone like he did

i don't have another love like he's got

maybe i have a crush on someone

but i know it's not a love

i know it clearly

almost a year..

and still...

i can't find another love..

p.s : God i need another love :')